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Um got interview today, got the job right after. Signed some papers, read over policy. Work starts after birthday. Tim Horton's on route 90 if you were wondering. Writing in sentence fragments cause need time to sleep. No sleep makes Dieu lethargic. However the fuck you spell that.

Helped out with the voting election today. 

Lunch time: Either detention, yearbook, athletic council, or esl. And maybe student council? Whatevers.

Precal 40s is very good now. Nothing more, don't want to jinx it.

Party on friday at Alyssa, gotta bake more cheesecake cake Alyssa wanted some for the party. Tried new recipe, better than last. If you see me, I'll give you some. Or just say something.

Two detentions already. Fuck's sakes, I need sleep. It's 12:34.

I have only 3 fucking subjects and one half spare and I'm more busy than when I had 4 subjects.

Despise when people misuse than with then. You're in grade 11/12. Get your act together. 

Gossip Girls, The Hills, The O.C. Please God, upload the torrents for me. Thank you, and stfu with all the unecessary information.


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I Hate How...

By: Carol Jane Barrion

I hate how you only look, 
but you never see the true person inside of me.

I hate how you always want them,
and never me.
You don't know what I can really be.

I hate how you get what you want,
and when you want it.
But never once did you want me.

I hate how you only see the obvious,
and how you never look within.
You always want those that are thin.

I hate how aside from all the bad in you,
I still want you and I still need you.
By why can't you need me?

So Carol wrote this poem for a peotry assignment we got in grade 7. I really liked it but never got a chance to save it, so here I am, saving it.


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Making A List, Checking It Twice!

Ideal Items to Receive on Birthday:
- Gift Card for St. Vital / Kildonan Place / Polo Park ($100+)
- A leather office chair for my computer desk. 
- A Chi Flat Iron (Pink Preferred, sold for cheap on Folica.com)
- New speakers for my computer. 
- iPod Touch
- A Sony camera (Black, White, or Pink.)
- Picture Frames
- Money so that I can buy my own items listed above.
- Chanel earings! Earings in general. 
- Bags! Handbags!


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Miss Independent

In the end, everyone you have met will become an acquaintance. No one will be here to stay, everyone will leave to find their own ways. Anyone who is your friend now, won't be your friend later.

You can't count on anyone staying, except your family. Even then, your family might pass away or move away with their spouses. Not even your significant other now will be your significant other later.

So look at the people you depend on so much to be there for you. The people you call "BFF's", and the ones you say you "can't live without". Trust me, you can live without them, and you will. 

High school friends aren't friends. Just people who temporarily shared the same course of life as you for a while, but that changes.

What I'm trying to say is, I'm not going to depend on anyone anymore. Because when they leave, I'm left defending for myself, by myself.  

P.S. Do you really think we're all going to be here 5, 10, of 15 years from now? Are you that ignorant?

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1. Taken a picture fully naked? no
2. Painted your room? no
3. Made out with a member of the same sex? no
4. Drove a car? no
5. Danced in front of your mirror? yes
6. Have a crush? yes
7. Got a scar? yes
8. Stolen someones heart? yes
9. Gotten in a car with people you just met? no
10. Been in a fist fight? yes
11. Snuck out of your house? no
12. Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? yes
13. Been arrested? no
14. Made Out With A Stranger? no
15. Left your house without telling your parents? yes
16. Had a crush on your neighbor? no
17. Ditched school to do something more fun? yes
18. Slept in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? yes
19. Seen someone die? yes
20. Been on a plane? yes
21. Kissed a picture? yes
22. Slept in until 3? yes
23. Love someone or miss someone right now? yes
24. Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? no
25. Made a snow angel? yes
26. Played dress up? no
27. Cheated while playing a game? yes
28. Been lonely? yes
29. Fallen asleep at work/school? yes
30. Yelled at a friend? yes
31. Felt an earthquake? no
32. Touched a snake? yes
33. Ran a red light? yes
34. Been suspended from school? no
35. Had detention? yes
36. Been in a car accident? yes
37. Hated the way you look? yes
38. Witnessed a crime? yes
39. Pole danced? no
40. Been lost? yes
41. Been to the opposite side of the country? yes
42. Felt like dying? no
43. Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
44. Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? no
45. Caught a snowflake on your tongue? yes
45. Sang in the shower? yes
46. Made out in a park? no
47. Had a dream that you married someone? yes
48. Glued your hand to something? no
49. Got your tongue stuck to a pole? yes
50. Ever gone to school partially naked? no
51. Been a cheerleader? no
52. Sat on a roof top? yes
53. Didn't take a shower for a week? no
54. Too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
55. Played chicken? no
56. Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? no
57. Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? yes
58. Been easily amused? yes
59. Mooned/flashed someone? no
60. Cheated on a test? yes
61. Forgotten someone's name? yes
62. Slept naked? no
63. Gone skinny dipping? no
64. Blacked out from drinking? no
65. Played a prank on someone? yes
66. Gone to a late night movie? yes
67. Failed a class? no
68. Choked on something you're not supposed to eat? no
69. Played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
70. Cheated on a girl/boyfriend? no
71. Thrown strange objects? yes
72. Felt like killing someone? no
73. Felt like running away? yes
74. Have you ever ran away? no
75. Made a parent cry? no
76. Cried over someone? yes
77. Had/Have a dog? yes
78. Own an instrument? yes
79. Been in a band? no
80. Drank 25 sodas in a day? no
81. Broken a CD? no
82. Shot a gun? no
83. Had feelings for one of your best/good friends? yes



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Plans for the summer are:
-Vancouver or Vietnam. More chances going to Vancouver.

So, I got my passport signed finally! Heshka wouldn't signed mine because he didn't "know me". Well duh, I'm not a trouble maker, I have no reason to know you. Jeez louise. 

I currently in love with this game on the DS that's called Pheonix Wright Ace Attorney, something like that. Basically you are a lawyer, and you go through chapters upon chapters, and each chapter has a unique case. In each chapter, you are told a story, given clues and testimonies. And what you have to do is use what you have and defend your client from being prosecuted. Sounds all good but I didn't even get past Chapter 2 yet! It's a thinking game . . . and apparently I'm not that good at thinking. So my dreams of being a lawyer is slowly going down the drain.

I just noticed that I haven't updated this for a while.

OH! And I went to watch Harry Potter yesterday after we went to BDI for some scrumptious ice cream. I didn't like it :(. Not as much as the previous movies. I least Ron is getting hotter . . . although Cho Chang is not.

Hmm. Why are you calling me names when I didn't even say anything to you? Or call you any names for that matter. 
I don't appreciate you calling me names, after you've wronged me.

Now, I ask for you to gracefully step back and accept what has happened because I am now washing MY hands out of YOUR mess. (Oh, I've noticed that you know exactly why this has happened.)


P.S. Aww, I guess it's too bad that you don't get it. Don't worry, it's not even important anymore. 

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Which style are you?

[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You own a digital camera
[x] You own something from abercrombie
[x] You own something from pacsun
[] You own something from Hollister
[] You own something from American Eagle
[x] You like going to the mall.
[x ] You own an iPod/MP3 player.
[x] You love/like Starbucks.
[] You have been called a brat.
[] You hate buying things that are on sale
[] You have more than one house
Total: 7

[] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x] You have thought about death.
[] You wear chains.
[] You like heavy metal.
[] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[] You have worn black lipstick. (HALOWEEN)
[x] Your hair was/is dark.
[] You dislike preps.
[x] You're an athiest/satanist/agnostic.
Total: 3

[] You can skateboard.
[x] You've worn plaid
[x] you like Converse
[] you hate MTV
[x]You have/had blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[] You dislike pink.
[] You hate/dislike preps.
[x] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.
[] you play the guitar - bass counts
Total: 4

[x] You like the computer.
[x] You like Harry Potter.
[] you are supposed to wear glasses/contacts
[] You get straight A's. {issshh}
[x] You like reading.
[] you are in band
[] You don't care what you look like.
[x] You have a curfew.
[x] You always do your homework.
[x] you never miss school unless you're sick
Total: 6

[x] You have been depressed.
[] You have black rimmed glasses.
[] You like the band Taking Back Sunday
[x] you cry easily
[] You like emo music.
[x] You hate being called emo.
[x] You keep a journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem
[] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[] You think emo GUYS/GIRLS are hot
Total: 5

[x] You like rap.
[] You are in a gang.
[] You wear/wore rubberbands in your pants.
[x] You swear all of the time
[x] You swear once in a while
[] you have free styled
[x] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[] You can break dance
[x] You say nigga (or wigga)
Total: 4

[x] You like loud music
[] You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[x] You never walk anywhere.
[] You wear slip-on shoes. 
[] You know of the band Norma Jean.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[] You love to "hardcore" dance
[] Your hair has been dyed more than one color.
Total: 2

[x] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[x] You own track shoes or other sports related shoes.
[ ] You collect your jerseys.
[x] You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[] You have/had posters or plaques of famous athletes
[] your garage consists of sports equiptment
[x] You belong/belonged to a school team.
[] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[x] you have a specific number preferred for your jersey
Total: 5


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Summer Vacay, baby!

Exams = Dunzo.

HEHEHEHEH. I'm surprised I don't have a list of things to do during the summer. Oh wait I do. 

I'll be back when there's exciting things to post. 

P.S. Facebook is so0o0 addicting. Kinda. Better than A-town I'd say.


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I'm not some chick you place beside you, to take somebody's place. When you turn around can you recognize my face? 

Things are finally starting to turn around for me. 

Movies I have to watch:
- Evan Almighty
- Harry Potter and the Order of the Pheonix
- The Simpsons Movie
- Rush Hour III
- Hairspray
- Ratatouille
- Knocked Up


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Early Wishlist

1. Chi Hair Straightener (Pink)

2. Sony's DSCT20P Cyber-shot® Digital Camera with 8.1 Megapixel (Pink)

3. Apple's Fifth - Generation iPod 30 GB (Black)

4. Money. 

Erm. I will probably end up buying all of these things myself. Also, I don't mind buying a refurbished iPod. I know everyone thinks iPods are overpriced for the lack of features, but I like it because of its interface and I personally like iTunes and the album covers feature and also the click wheel.


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